Maybe I’ve been chasing an illusion
Or could it be that I’ve fallen out of consciousness again?
Maybe it’s something to remind me
That I am not alone just like I think that I always feel
I cannot believe it
And I can’t even see
Blocking out desire through my curiosity
And I can’t find the cure
I am too complacent
But I’m not too lost to give myself
And leave it all behind
Maybe its something I cannot see
Or could it be that I just forgot to open up my eyes
Maybe this weight is just too heavy
Will I realize I never had to carry this at all?